Changes

hmmmmm. well Im taking this time to appreciate the support and love from headshotz / bodyshotz but idk wat im feeling now,... my lows are over powering my highs and my highs aint hitting like they use to vocally I mean....whats wrong with this picture well I don't like the voice change this disease has caused and I guess now I have to learn how to use it the stamina is different and it's irritating me to the point where Im creating a wall of leave me alone when I should be happy right now  I no I no i'ts only been a month since treatment and I think im beating my self into a worry but im very impatient and I drive off of seeing change not waiting.....God give me patience  I believe in SahDaya do you?